Well today is one year since you left me and went to a better place my kitten, I can't express the hole you've left in my heart and how much I miss you, not a day has gone past where I haven't thought about, loved, and wished you was still here. I still here and sense you from time to time so I know you're still here. You are always in my heart and always in my thoughts. Until we meet again my luckypops. Love daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well the house is now well and truly quiet now you too have left me my Tiger. On 18/01/2020. You put up a good fight, but sadly I couldn't see you suffer anymore so I hope you understand my decision to have you sent to heaven, and not be selfish. You've left a hole that no one and nothing will ever replace. Atleast you're now not in pain anymore, and you're once again with your sister. I can't express how much i miss you both, I miss you more each day and feel so blessed to have had you both in my life. I want to thankyou for the joy your both brought me. Not a day goes by where I don't think about you both and wish we could have had one more day together. I would love it if you could come to me in a dream so I know you're both together again and both ok. You maybe gone, but your will never ever be forgotten. Daddy with always love you both. Until we meet again xxxxxx

to my darling Lucki, 15/4/19 was the worst day of my life when i had to make the decision to have you sent to heaven. words can't express the hole you have left in my heart and in my life, i may have saved you 7 years ago where you was mistreated, but it was you that saved me, you helped no end with my mental illnesses and without you having come into my life when you did i can honestly say i wouldnt be here anymore. it was amazing to watch you transform from this very shy and timid cat that would run and hide over the slightest nose, into the gorgeous loving character you was, the house is so quiet now and i've never felt so alone with you gone, atleast theres no-one here now to steal food off my plate when you thought i wasnt looking, or nudge my arm wanting attention. you was definately a one off, and i feel so blessed that you in my life. i just hope you know how much i love you and how much you mean to me. i always knew this day would come, i just didnt think it would hurt as much as this. i will always cherish the time we had together, i just hope you loved your time with me as much as i did with you. you maybe gone, but you will never, ever ever ever be forgotten. daddy will always love you my Lucki, and thankyou for saving me, until we meet again xXxXx